"The night that changed everything didn't kill me. But not having her by my side has stopped my heart from beating. I might as well be dead." Pain & Spice in the emotional third book of The Kingdom series Lottie never had it easy in life. She always had to be strong for others and kept her heart tightly closed. Until she found Spike. Spike, who was her soulmate. Who made her laugh. Who was the fire in her storm and the light in her darkness. But a single moment changes everything: a family feud and a brutal accident tear Spike out of the life he once knew. And the pain that follows makes him build walls Lottie cannot break through. When Lottie flies to the other side of the world, neither of them knows if they will ever find their way back to each other. If they will be able to fight for their love. Or if they will lose each other before they have truly found one another ...