My Alabaster: Seeing God Through Trauma by Amanda Renea Pence is a deeply personal Christian testimony that shows how God meets us in broken places and turns pain into purpose. What happens when life unravels and you are left searching for hope? In this powerful memoir, Amanda shares her journey through: Early life challenges that shaped her identity Seasons of destructive choices and searching for worth A life changing diagnosis of stage 4 cancer The tension between fear, despair, and faith Through it all, one truth becomes clear. God is not absent in suffering. He is present in it. Inspired by the biblical story of the woman with the alabaster jar, this book invites you into surrender. A place where brokenness becomes an offering and healing begins. Inside this book, you will discover: How pain influences identity and how God restores it What it means to fully surrender to Jesus How suffering can deepen your faith A path toward healing and renewed purpose Hope for anyone walking through difficult seasons This is more than a story. It is an invitation. If you have ever felt: Overwhelmed by life Stuck in patterns you cannot break Distant from God in the middle of hardship This book will meet you there and point you to the One who restores.